Trust

yes it's always a horrible feeling to lose a friend. whether you've known them for a few months or a few years. But then, for whatever reason, they're out of you're life and you realize how horrible they were for you, it's a great feeling. to know that you're in a way, free. free from future bullcrap or pain or anything negative they might have brought your way. So just have hope that you'll find those friends who will be there for you always :)